{"id":5540,"date":"2017-11-16T08:57:40","date_gmt":"2017-11-16T14:57:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/?p=5540"},"modified":"2017-11-16T08:57:40","modified_gmt":"2017-11-16T14:57:40","slug":"here-let-me-stop-let-me-fool-myself-that-these-are-what-i-see","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/2017\/11\/16\/here-let-me-stop-let-me-fool-myself-that-these-are-what-i-see\/","title":{"rendered":"Here let me stop. Let me fool myself: that these are what I see"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_5541\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-5541\" style=\"width: 4608px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151176.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151176.jpg\" alt=\"(I really saw them for a moment when I first stopped)\" width=\"4608\" height=\"2592\" class=\"size-full wp-image-5541\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151176.jpg 4608w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151176-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151176-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151176-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151176-98x55.jpg 98w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 4608px) 100vw, 4608px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-5541\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">(I really saw them for a moment when I first stopped)<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<figure id=\"attachment_5542\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-5542\" style=\"width: 4608px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151186.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151186.jpg\" alt=\"instead of seeing, even here, my fantasies, \u2014C. P. Cavafy\" width=\"4608\" height=\"2592\" class=\"size-full wp-image-5542\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151186.jpg 4608w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151186-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151186-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151186-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/PB151186-98x55.jpg 98w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 4608px) 100vw, 4608px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-5542\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">instead of seeing, even here, my fantasies,<br \/><em>\u2014C. P. Cavafy<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5540","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5540","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5540"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5540\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5543,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5540\/revisions\/5543"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5540"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5540"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5540"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}