{"id":13930,"date":"2022-01-11T23:52:07","date_gmt":"2022-01-12T05:52:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/?p=13930"},"modified":"2022-01-11T23:52:11","modified_gmt":"2022-01-12T05:52:11","slug":"the-heart-is-so-tired-of-beating","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/2022\/01\/11\/the-heart-is-so-tired-of-beating\/","title":{"rendered":"The heart is so tired of beating"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8881.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8881-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"herself up, she wants to stop it still,\" class=\"wp-image-13931\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8881-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8881-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8881-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8881-1536x1024.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8881-75x50.jpg 75w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8881.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>herself up, she wants to stop it still,<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8888.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8888-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"but also she wants the blood to return,\" class=\"wp-image-13932\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8888-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8888-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8888-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8888-1536x1024.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8888-75x50.jpg 75w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8888.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>but also she wants the blood to return,<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8889.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8889-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"wants to bring in the thrill and wind of the ride,\" class=\"wp-image-13933\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8889-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8889-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8889-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8889-1536x1024.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8889-75x50.jpg 75w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8889.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>wants to bring in the thrill and wind of the ride,<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8899.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"683\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8899-1024x683.jpg\" alt=\"the fast pull of life driving underneath her. \u2014Ada Lim\u00f3n\" class=\"wp-image-13934\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8899-1024x683.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8899-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8899-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8899-1536x1024.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8899-75x50.jpg 75w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8899.jpg 1600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>the fast pull of life driving underneath her.<br\/><em>\u2014Ada Lim\u00f3n<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":13934,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13930","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/01\/DSCF8899.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13930","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13930"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13930\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13935,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13930\/revisions\/13935"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/13934"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13930"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13930"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13930"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}