{"id":12808,"date":"2021-06-22T01:31:21","date_gmt":"2021-06-22T06:31:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/?p=12808"},"modified":"2021-06-22T01:31:24","modified_gmt":"2021-06-22T06:31:24","slug":"beauty-makes-me-hopeless-i-dont-care-why","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/22\/beauty-makes-me-hopeless-i-dont-care-why\/","title":{"rendered":"Beauty makes me hopeless. I don\u2019t care why"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4641.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"682\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4641-1024x682.jpg\" alt=\"anymore I just want to get away. When I look\" class=\"wp-image-12809\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4641-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4641-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4641-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4641-75x50.jpg 75w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4641.jpg 1498w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>anymore I just want to get away. When I look<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4648.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"682\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4648-1024x682.jpg\" alt=\"at the city of Paris I long to wrap my legs\" class=\"wp-image-12810\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4648-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4648-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4648-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4648-75x50.jpg 75w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4648.jpg 1498w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>at the city of Paris I long to wrap my legs<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4650.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"682\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4650-1024x682.jpg\" alt=\"around it. When I watch you dancing there is a\" class=\"wp-image-12811\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4650-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4650-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4650-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4650-75x50.jpg 75w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4650.jpg 1498w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>around it. When I watch you dancing there is a<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4672-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"682\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4672-1-1024x682.jpg\" alt=\"heartless immensity like a sailor in a dead-calm\" class=\"wp-image-12813\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4672-1-1024x682.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4672-1-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4672-1-768x512.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4672-1-75x50.jpg 75w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4672-1.jpg 1498w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>heartless immensity like a sailor in a dead-calm<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211843-SharpenAI-motion.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211843-SharpenAI-motion-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"sea. Desires as round as peaches bloom in me\" class=\"wp-image-12814\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211843-SharpenAI-motion-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211843-SharpenAI-motion-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211843-SharpenAI-motion-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211843-SharpenAI-motion.jpg 1521w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>sea. Desires as round as peaches bloom in me<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211844-SharpenAI-motion.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211844-SharpenAI-motion-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"all night, I no longer gather what falls. \u2014Anne Carson\" class=\"wp-image-12815\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211844-SharpenAI-motion-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211844-SharpenAI-motion-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211844-SharpenAI-motion-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/P6211844-SharpenAI-motion.jpg 1521w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>all night, I no longer gather what falls.<br\/><em>\u2014Anne Carson<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":12809,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12808","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/06\/DSCF4641.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12808","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12808"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12808\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12816,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12808\/revisions\/12816"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12809"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12808"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12808"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12808"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}