{"id":11441,"date":"2020-11-02T20:29:35","date_gmt":"2020-11-03T02:29:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/?p=11441"},"modified":"2020-11-02T20:29:38","modified_gmt":"2020-11-03T02:29:38","slug":"i-have-just-realized-that-the-stakes-are-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/2020\/11\/02\/i-have-just-realized-that-the-stakes-are-myself\/","title":{"rendered":"I have just realized that the stakes are myself"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1304.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1304-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"I have no other\" class=\"wp-image-11442\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1304-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1304-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1304-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1304.jpg 1498w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>I have no other<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1306.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1306-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"ransom money, nothing to break or barter but my life\" class=\"wp-image-11443\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1306-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1306-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1306-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1306.jpg 1498w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>ransom money, nothing to break or barter but my life<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1307.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1307-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"my spirit measured out, in bits, spread over\" class=\"wp-image-11444\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1307-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1307-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1307-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1307.jpg 1498w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>my spirit measured out, in bits, spread over<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1311.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1311-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"the roulette table, I recoup what I can\" class=\"wp-image-11445\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1311-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1311-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1311-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1311.jpg 1498w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>the roulette table, I recoup what I can<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1312.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"576\" src=\"http:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1312-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"nothing else to shove under the nose of the maitre de jeu \u2014Diane di Prima\" class=\"wp-image-11446\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1312-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1312-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1312-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1312.jpg 1498w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/a><figcaption>nothing else to shove under the nose of the maitre de jeu<br\/><em>\u2014Diane di Prima<\/em><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":11442,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11441","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/11\/DSCF1304.jpg","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11441","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=11441"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11441\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11447,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11441\/revisions\/11447"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/11442"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=11441"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=11441"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tom-lehr.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=11441"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}